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Monday, May 05, 2008

this weekend has been lovely.
i've been playing house with my grandmother, taking care of her, cooking for her, loving on her. laughing so much. she is great fun and so delightful. i have been so intrigued by this shriveled and weathered woman. her body is a little shell that houses so much life, experience and memory. she is a treasure trove of stories and it has been a wonderful time hearing one story after another about family, depression times, her marriage, her struggles and scars, her victories. i have discovered a depth i have not known in her and i have been so blessed.

i've also spent quite a bit of time alone. something i rarely do. i've found a strange peace again. one that doesn't make sense, yet penetrates and makes everything ok. and it is ok. free. finished.

a new season is here. sometimes i'm pretty sure i'm not ready for it. but i also know i can't live without moving into it. time to go, time to go.



Monday, April 14, 2008

There is a classic case in which the tenants of a large office building complained about the increasingly poor elevator service.  A consulting firm specializing in elevator-related problems was employed to deal with the situation.  It first established that average waiting time for elevators was too long. It then evaluated the possibilities of adding elevators, replacing existing elevators with faster ones, and introducing computer controls to improve utilization of elevators. For various reasons, none of these turned out to be satisfactory.  The engineers declared the problem to be unsolvable.

 

        When exposed to the problem, a young psychologist employed in the building's personnel department made a simple suggestion that dissolved the problem. Unlike the engineers who saw the service as too slow, he saw the problem as one deriving from the boredom of those waiting for an elevator. So he decided they should be given something to do.  He suggested putting mirrors in the elevator lobbies to occupy those waiting by enabling them to look at themselves and others without appearing to do so. The mirrors were put up and complaints stopped.  In fact, some of the previously complaining tenants congratulated management on improvement of the elevator service.

 

                                                                Ackoff, R. L.,  1999

                                                                Re-creating the Corporation

                                                                Oxford Univ. Press, NYp15-16

 


Thursday, March 27, 2008

God has to hide from us what He does, until, due to the growth of our personal character, we get to the level where He is then able to reveal it.       O.C.


Wednesday, December 12, 2007

my sleeping pattern is really off. i slept for an hour at 3 pm yesterday. i went to bed at nine, got up at 1 am and stayed awake for a little while. then went back to sleep until five am. i made breakfast and read for a while. then at 6:15 i went back to sleep till 8. maybe i'll make it through this day without needing a nap!

yesterday i baked cookies all day. today i'm starting on the cakes until the youth girls come to help with more cookies. everyone is so tired. it's basically a fight to get through and make it all happen. pray for us, please!


Tuesday, December 11, 2007

i'm home. and what a wonderful place to be. i piled up on the couch with all my sisters. holding aya's hand on one side and micah's on the other. :) hurray for sisterness. i'm off to bed now, hopefully. i made the mistake of sleeping the whole way home in the car.

i've been all weepy ever since i left. starting with movies in the plane everything has been making me cry. when i saw my mom standing at the gate when i got off the plane, when i walked into the daily store and stood in front of the rice balls, sitting at costco waiting for mom....etc. etc. etc. lots of tears. :)

brokenness is my theme for this season.

merry happy christmas everyone!



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